{"id":7513,"date":"2012-07-06T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2012-07-05T23:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.com\/?p=7513"},"modified":"2020-12-19T09:09:20","modified_gmt":"2020-12-19T08:09:20","slug":"yitirmek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/?p=7513","title":{"rendered":"Y\u0130T\u0130RMEK&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yitirmek, neleri yitirmiyor insan\u2026<br \/>\nBelki \u00f6mr\u00fcnden her bir g\u00fcn\u00fc, sevdi\u011fini, sevenini\u2026<br \/>\nHi\u00e7bir zaman \u2018yitirmek\u2019 s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc benim i\u00e7in bu kadar \u00e7ok anlam ta\u015f\u0131mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sevdi\u011fini yitirmesi kolayd\u0131 insan\u0131n\u2026<br \/>\nYa sizi sevdi\u011fini her daim zikreden bir insan\u0131 yitirmek\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte as\u0131l yitirmek buydu. Kolay m\u0131yd\u0131?<br \/>\nDostumu, arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131, karde\u015fimi, kom\u015fumu, e\u015fimi, yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131, i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131, sevdi\u011fimi yitirseydim kendime bir teselli bulabilirdim.<br \/>\nBirileri bana teselli verebilirdi.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimsesizli\u011fine kimse olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00c7aresizli\u011fine \u00e7are bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00d6lmekten korkmas\u0131na cesaret veremedi\u011fim,<br \/>\nSevgisine lay\u0131k olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\nMaddi ve manevi ac\u0131lar\u0131na merhem olamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m beni sadece ben olmaktan ve benim gibi olmak arzusundan seven bir sevenini yitirmi\u015f biri olarak teselliye \u00e7ok muhtac\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nYitirmek, me\u011fer tesellisi ne zor \u015feymi\u015f.<br \/>\nSevgisizli\u011fim, moralsizli\u011fim, as\u0131k surat\u0131m, \u00e7ekilmezli\u011fim, \u00f6fkem, k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, beceriksizli\u011fim, sessizli\u011fim, ani \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131m, korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, anlams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ba\u011f\u0131rmalar\u0131m, dalg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve sair her \u015feyim ho\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcls\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\nEn az\u0131ndan tekrar biri beni ben oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in sevinceye kadar\u2026<br \/>\n Zor mu zor de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcnce bana kim dua edecek\u201d diye yak\u0131nan sevgili karde\u015fim <a>Havva Evci<\/a>\u2019nin sevgisini yitirmi\u015f bulunmaktay\u0131m.<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcne diyememi\u015ftim \u201csen \u00f6l\u00fcnce beni kim sevecek\u201d diye.<br \/>\nMek\u00e2n\u0131n cennet, Kevser serinli\u011fin, Makam\u0131 Mahmut kom\u015fun, Cemalulah nurun ve \u015fefaatin yan\u0131mda olsun de\u011ferli karde\u015fim.<br \/>\nAllah rahmet eylesin, iman\u0131n tam, kabrin nur dolsun, \u015fefaat\u00e7in Resulullah olsun\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yitirmek, neleri yitirmiyor insan\u2026 Belki \u00f6mr\u00fcnden her bir g\u00fcn\u00fc, sevdi\u011fini, sevenini\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir zaman \u2018yitirmek\u2019 s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc benim i\u00e7in bu kadar \u00e7ok anlam ta\u015f\u0131mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sevdi\u011fini yitirmesi kolayd\u0131 insan\u0131n\u2026 Ya sizi sevdi\u011fini her daim zikreden bir insan\u0131 yitirmek\u2026 \u0130\u015fte as\u0131l yitirmek buydu. Kolay m\u0131yd\u0131? Dostumu, arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131, karde\u015fimi, kom\u015fumu, e\u015fimi, yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131, i\u015f arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131, sevdi\u011fimi yitirseydim kendime bir teselli [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":7514,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[33,6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7513"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7513"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7513\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13147,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7513\/revisions\/13147"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/7514"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7513"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7513"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/durakkoyu.biz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7513"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}